unprettty

As i get older , i feel like im going to be one of those women subjected to work out constantly to stay in single digit cloths. I have a sister we grew up in the same enviorment ate the same food, yet shes a size 3 nd im struggling to stay a size 9. she doesnt wout,but looks so in shape. I run a mile everyday in hope to gain muscle control. Its not like i have the best family background. Every time i eatr taco bell r sayt im hungry someone i nmy family says im gaining weight i look fat. Weight is a stuggle and constant battle ive been having my whole life. I try to take it one day at a time,but feeling chunky is enough to make a girl feel unpretty.